Dixieangel22, 38

I have dated some real bad apples in my life I do agree I have made mistake am I not pride of and I have learned from them but no one is perfect everyone does make mistake I have dated guys that seem like the perfect guy everything you ever wanted in a man then we dated for weeks that turn into months but come to find out he is just like all the other guys abuse of filled me with hopes but turned out to be nothing more but lies like always I have three wonder little kids that are my world I live and breath from them each and ever day they come first in my life and always will I do not want anymore children cause I cant have anymore cause I had cancer in my stomach so they had to take anything yes I know what your wondering three kids dang that's a lot and yes they all got different dads but I do not have any baby daddy drama cause they walked out cause they wasn't man enough to step up to the plate to take care of there children. Well more about me I am a fun loving down to earth caring honest open minded faithful repectful I do not cheat lie shoot bs or play mind games am I aso looking for the same in man as well somone who can be my better half someone who will be ther right by my side at the roughest time or the weakest point of my life someone who will be with me cause they want to not because they feel sorry for me or for what I may have which isn't much I am looking for a MAN not no boy who thinks he is man and i would like to find someone who loves kids and snuggles cause I'm a huge snuggle bunny myself before i close I am in no way looking for a one night stand at all I would like to find someone I can talk too take our time getting to know one other if your truly interstead please get back with me thanks and god bless
I enclosed a poem of a little more of what I am looking for

What is in a man that I need
I need love and trust
one that would love me no matter what
some one who would hold me hand
and talk to me when I have a pr